Today...

...is an incredibly long day. it's most insufferable. *sigh*

overthisday.com

tweaking...

...sometimes you have to do some...albeit unwillingly.

the vision board has been moved into the bedroom. last and first thing i see.

the calendar on the berry is back in use -- clearly, planning for things like exercise is the way to go. duh.

the need for committement and discipline are forefront in my mind.

the drive for 'a different way' is propelling me forward.

all of this combined with my quest to secure my future.

good monday morning...*sigh*...

Mobile Random...

For some reason I thought drinking hot chocolate before bed was a good idea. After 2 glasses of pinot noir. Thus, my being up @ 4 a.m.

Mobile Random

So. Today, I was going to fast. I *was* fasting. Until about an hour ago. #FML

Do You...?

~ Wonder about the future and what it may hold? (wonder, not worry!)

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~ Wish you could borrow someone's cute kid for a day or two...just long enough to spoil them, shower them with kisses, and, then give them back when they start "ackin" up?

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~ Express your love, on the regular, to those people who hold a special place in your heart ?

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~ Live each day as if it were your last?

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~ Laugh really hearty about something every day?

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~ Sleep well every night knowing that you gave your all?

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Just wondering...if you do...

A Coin-ki-dinky...????

[originally posted 7/3/06 on my other blog]

I rec'd this via email from one of my girlz...what a coincedence, right?? 

Sorry, fellahz...I had to share this one with the Ladies of Xanga...

LMBAO!!!

CAPTION:  "What Women Want..."

rejection...

...is supposed to be God's protection, right?

i have to believe that He is working this thing out for my good. that's not even a question. it's not. it just that at moments like this...the human part of me wonders...

ahhh. i can't even write this right now.

time to begin...again.

it's monday morning. i am in danger of being late. i'm always in danger of being late, though...so, what's new? at least today i have a good reason. i'm up doing family reunion stuff.

monday. the beginning of the week. we take mondays for granted. some people even loathe mondays. i used to. but, that's because i despised what i was doing monday - friday. that's no longer the case, so, i actually look forward to mondays...and the new beginning that they provide.

a new beginning is what i need. another one, that is.

my labwork came back last week. ungood. truly. i am not taking care of my body appropriately and that must change. my spring/summer showed me that i am capable of being BETTER. eating better. exercising better. being mobile better. i just need to begin. again. so, today...on monday...i shall.

thanking God for granting the time...to begin...again.

Top 5 Dumb Things Niggaz Think . . .

[originally posted 5/6/06 on my other blog]

Dropping a few random thotz...some situations that I've observed recently...some mine, some not...doesn't really matter...(and, don't shoot me for using the 'n' word...I'm taking poetic license, darnit!) 

So...lemme know your thotz...or not...doesn't really matter 2 me since this is MY WORLD and...yep, you got it....

Latah...

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Top 5 Dumb Things Niggaz Think (That They Shouldn't):

#5     that because you show them respect, as a person and a man, when you're with them, that they're the only one you're showing respect to.   

#4     that because don't choose to waste your time dating lotz of dudes (aimlessly), you're tryna date him exclusively.

#3     that because you want to talk to them/spend time with them, your world will stop spinning if it doesn't happen.

#2     that because you're nice, smile a lot and laugh at their jokes, you're in love. 

#1      and...the number one dumbazz thing niggaz think...that because they give you some good dick, you're gonna be down for the okeydoke.<> GreenMile wrote the following in my Comment section and refuses to post it on his own blog, like I suggested...so here it is...the 'counters'...

QUOTE:

hmmm interesting...
5 dumb things BROADS thing (that they shouldnt)
5. Just cuzz you are attractive/nice body dudes should bend over backwards for you
4. just cuzz we respect you and are nice to you we want to holla
3. Just cuzz we talk every day or spend constant time that you are the ONLY one
2. Every dude is out to run some type of game on you
1. that sex is a way to keep a guy around
 had to be the devils advocate

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